Walking,just with sadness

I want to leave,

just with sadness.

I want to go travelling,

just with sadness.

I want to be a good person,

that makes the people think I am happy.

Perhap,

That kind of people is not me.

Perhap,

That kind of happiness is not belong to me.




I listen to the music.

The sad music.

I read the novel.

The sad novel.

I always want to be a happy person,

that can make people happy.

Perhap,

That kind of people is not me.

Perhap,

the sad person is more suitable to me.



I walk with sadness,

The place is more and more far away from happiness.

I walk with sadness,

The road is more and more far away from crowd.

I walk with sadness,

The path only have myself.

I am walking,

with my tired heart.

And with sadness,

Walking faraway.

Tears

You burned my face,

And I never have a beautiful good-looking.

salty,bitterly.

Make me can not say nothing.



After a very long time,

I have not been to see you.

But this time,

It is shocked, it is unforgetable.



I am new to come in this world.

Do not understand the happiness come with difficulty.

But you,

Coming accidently,

Did not give me any dignity.



What I am thinking about,

the right and wrong that happened in the past.

You makes me cry.



I let you shed.

A very long time.

You are back into my eyes.

But how about my broken heart?



Only because one thing.

Only because one word.

It makes all things difficulty.



You burned me.

You distroyed me.

You never give me the chance.



I lost my fortitude.

Only you leave in my heart.

You are so light,

That makes people can not do nothing.

Welkin,a girl that you like?

Welkin, a girl who love spirit.

In her world, has herself,the happiness and sorrow.



Welkin, a girl who love writing.

The papper is her listener,she only write to herself.



Welkin, a girl who love music.

In the world of music, some happiness can not achieve,

It has something can not speak.

It has her own loneliness.



Welkin, a girl who love her family.

In her family, father, mother and brother,

A very happy family.

And that family can give her love.



Welkin, a girl who love Chan, YeeChing.

The song can cheer her up.

It is a very long way to hold on.



Welkin, a girl who love romantic.

Beautiful flower,the changing of music

She hopes someday with her lover running in the rain,

Hold his hands until death.

2011.1.8

Something wrong with my QQblog.I just want to write my life for myself.No class in today.I slept until 10 o'clock,but still feel very tired.Went out to disscuss our English assignment.
He promised cook food for me..

One years

January 5th,2010.
The first time i came to Malaysia.

January 6th,2011.
It almost one year i studyed in this country.

In this one year,it happend a lot.
I passed my PIE program and go to my course.
I made a lot of friends and they were very kind to me.
I fall in love with someone and he helped me a lot.
I passed my semester one.
I went back to China.
I went to travel to KL and Penang.
My family breaked and my mother suffered a lot.

I do not know what the meaning that i go back home.
I do not want to see my father.
I do not want to see the judge.
The family for me may be is a sad place.
I know what i thought was wrong.
But i willing to remove, as far as i can.

In this year,i do not know wether my lover loves me.
I only need someone to love me and take care of me.
I feel lonely and i always cry.

2011.Is everything can be changed?
For me? My family or him??
What i should do ??

For myself

Am I a person who has bad temper?
Am I a person who always make a great trouble about nothing?
Am I a person who is hasty?

A very long time,I was treated like a little child.No feeling,no ability to defend myself.I was taught a lession in public.I was asked to explain something.I was asked to give him some reason about what I did and what I said.

When he told that to me,I really felt very sad.But I can not cry,he was not worth me to cry anymore.During my lifetime,no one treated me like that.What did he think?Who is he?

Sometime I really want to leave.I want to have a lot of money then I can pay what he cost on me.And then we don't have any connection.Maybe in this way,he will not be unhappy,so am I.

Why a person who was unhappy but after this he also can laugh?He is ok,how about others?Who is selfish ?If he want me to leave this university.It's ok.Without him,I think I can live better.

Do not cry Baby,During this week,just be a new student and enjoy it.Don't think so much.

PIE

Yesterday,we finished the Math and Physic exam,it is means that our Intensive English program have already finished.My holiday is coming.

The time to learn English is memrable.At the Junary 5th,our Chinese students flew to Malaysia.It was the first time I leaved my home and go aborad.Although it was very late,when we arrived in UMP.There already many seniors waiting for us.We had our healthy check and then went to our hostel.The hostel was big and had aircondition.Everything was OK.

The first week,the school let us go here and there,the school gave us the free lunch and the school bus let us to go to guantan to buy what we need.And then,we joined our English class,We needed to know,after six months,we had exam,If we passed it,we can continue to study in UMP.So i studied very hard.The time was fast,we passed our LEVEL1,LEVEL2 and LEVEL3.Now,our the class was end.

There was so many teachers taught us.They were very kind and usually help us what we need.They were like a mother to take care of all of us.We were PIE student,it's the teacher make the pie,let us can continue study in UMP.

The result I don't know,I hoped all of my classmates can pass.Maybe after this, our Chinses stuents will estrange.But we all known,we can't live without each other.

Dear,my teacher,you are hardwork to do a lot for us.
Dear,my classmates,our road is under our feet,Let us to go as fas as we could.