One years

January 5th,2010.
The first time i came to Malaysia.

January 6th,2011.
It almost one year i studyed in this country.

In this one year,it happend a lot.
I passed my PIE program and go to my course.
I made a lot of friends and they were very kind to me.
I fall in love with someone and he helped me a lot.
I passed my semester one.
I went back to China.
I went to travel to KL and Penang.
My family breaked and my mother suffered a lot.

I do not know what the meaning that i go back home.
I do not want to see my father.
I do not want to see the judge.
The family for me may be is a sad place.
I know what i thought was wrong.
But i willing to remove, as far as i can.

In this year,i do not know wether my lover loves me.
I only need someone to love me and take care of me.
I feel lonely and i always cry.

2011.Is everything can be changed?
For me? My family or him??
What i should do ??