illness?

Not feeling well,my head was painful all the afternoon.I felt very cold in the classroom and hostel.I closed the air-conditional and then i felt hot.My body was burning.I felt sick and I really miss my mother.I didn't know what happened to me.I want to cry and I want to resentment.
Played game with my boyfriend.The game that i was not good at.I lost again and again.I was a little hopeless.Maybe i should escape.I couldn't control myself.I left some words and then played by myself.
I knew he would hurt and angry with me.But i didn't know what i could do.My head, my body,and my mind were all not listen to me.I wanted a walk to cool myself.Outside was thunder and Iightning,but it didn't rain.Why didn't rain?
Came back from hostel,i met a sister.She and another sister came my room and chatted with us.The sister said she saw me and my boyfriend were sweet.I thought so too.I felt better now,i think.
Eating medicine,i will go to sleep now,
Never mind,it will be ok tomorrow.
Nothing can fight you, you are the best.