The final exam

Tomorrow,we will have our final exam.What i want to say,in a few days before,I looking forward to the final exam.But now the final exam is coming,no happiness and no fear.If i pass the exam,I can go to the majoy and I will be a university student.If i can't pass,I will go back to china and maybe I need to do the Pie program the second time.Because I don't have the road to go anymore.In China,what can i do?

Maybe something wrong in my life,Maybe I shouldn't change myself.
Maybe i really need to have a rest,it is tired.
I met my friend,She finished her extrance examiation in China.It was the second time.I knowed it is difficult for her and I don't have courage to study a second time.She asked me how am I and asked me why i didn't contact her.She was my best friend and sister.I can tell everything i want to her.She told me she would waiting for me to go back to China.

I miss her,miss my family..