Walking,just with sadness

I want to leave,

just with sadness.

I want to go travelling,

just with sadness.

I want to be a good person,

that makes the people think I am happy.

Perhap,

That kind of people is not me.

Perhap,

That kind of happiness is not belong to me.




I listen to the music.

The sad music.

I read the novel.

The sad novel.

I always want to be a happy person,

that can make people happy.

Perhap,

That kind of people is not me.

Perhap,

the sad person is more suitable to me.



I walk with sadness,

The place is more and more far away from happiness.

I walk with sadness,

The road is more and more far away from crowd.

I walk with sadness,

The path only have myself.

I am walking,

with my tired heart.

And with sadness,

Walking faraway.

Tears

You burned my face,

And I never have a beautiful good-looking.

salty,bitterly.

Make me can not say nothing.



After a very long time,

I have not been to see you.

But this time,

It is shocked, it is unforgetable.



I am new to come in this world.

Do not understand the happiness come with difficulty.

But you,

Coming accidently,

Did not give me any dignity.



What I am thinking about,

the right and wrong that happened in the past.

You makes me cry.



I let you shed.

A very long time.

You are back into my eyes.

But how about my broken heart?



Only because one thing.

Only because one word.

It makes all things difficulty.



You burned me.

You distroyed me.

You never give me the chance.



I lost my fortitude.

Only you leave in my heart.

You are so light,

That makes people can not do nothing.

Welkin,a girl that you like?

Welkin, a girl who love spirit.

In her world, has herself,the happiness and sorrow.



Welkin, a girl who love writing.

The papper is her listener,she only write to herself.



Welkin, a girl who love music.

In the world of music, some happiness can not achieve,

It has something can not speak.

It has her own loneliness.



Welkin, a girl who love her family.

In her family, father, mother and brother,

A very happy family.

And that family can give her love.



Welkin, a girl who love Chan, YeeChing.

The song can cheer her up.

It is a very long way to hold on.



Welkin, a girl who love romantic.

Beautiful flower,the changing of music

She hopes someday with her lover running in the rain,

Hold his hands until death.

2011.1.8

Something wrong with my QQblog.I just want to write my life for myself.No class in today.I slept until 10 o'clock,but still feel very tired.Went out to disscuss our English assignment.
He promised cook food for me..

One years

January 5th,2010.
The first time i came to Malaysia.

January 6th,2011.
It almost one year i studyed in this country.

In this one year,it happend a lot.
I passed my PIE program and go to my course.
I made a lot of friends and they were very kind to me.
I fall in love with someone and he helped me a lot.
I passed my semester one.
I went back to China.
I went to travel to KL and Penang.
My family breaked and my mother suffered a lot.

I do not know what the meaning that i go back home.
I do not want to see my father.
I do not want to see the judge.
The family for me may be is a sad place.
I know what i thought was wrong.
But i willing to remove, as far as i can.

In this year,i do not know wether my lover loves me.
I only need someone to love me and take care of me.
I feel lonely and i always cry.

2011.Is everything can be changed?
For me? My family or him??
What i should do ??