For myself

Am I a person who has bad temper?
Am I a person who always make a great trouble about nothing?
Am I a person who is hasty?

A very long time,I was treated like a little child.No feeling,no ability to defend myself.I was taught a lession in public.I was asked to explain something.I was asked to give him some reason about what I did and what I said.

When he told that to me,I really felt very sad.But I can not cry,he was not worth me to cry anymore.During my lifetime,no one treated me like that.What did he think?Who is he?

Sometime I really want to leave.I want to have a lot of money then I can pay what he cost on me.And then we don't have any connection.Maybe in this way,he will not be unhappy,so am I.

Why a person who was unhappy but after this he also can laugh?He is ok,how about others?Who is selfish ?If he want me to leave this university.It's ok.Without him,I think I can live better.

Do not cry Baby,During this week,just be a new student and enjoy it.Don't think so much.

PIE

Yesterday,we finished the Math and Physic exam,it is means that our Intensive English program have already finished.My holiday is coming.

The time to learn English is memrable.At the Junary 5th,our Chinese students flew to Malaysia.It was the first time I leaved my home and go aborad.Although it was very late,when we arrived in UMP.There already many seniors waiting for us.We had our healthy check and then went to our hostel.The hostel was big and had aircondition.Everything was OK.

The first week,the school let us go here and there,the school gave us the free lunch and the school bus let us to go to guantan to buy what we need.And then,we joined our English class,We needed to know,after six months,we had exam,If we passed it,we can continue to study in UMP.So i studied very hard.The time was fast,we passed our LEVEL1,LEVEL2 and LEVEL3.Now,our the class was end.

There was so many teachers taught us.They were very kind and usually help us what we need.They were like a mother to take care of all of us.We were PIE student,it's the teacher make the pie,let us can continue study in UMP.

The result I don't know,I hoped all of my classmates can pass.Maybe after this, our Chinses stuents will estrange.But we all known,we can't live without each other.

Dear,my teacher,you are hardwork to do a lot for us.
Dear,my classmates,our road is under our feet,Let us to go as fas as we could.

The chapter which moved me.

There are so many stories moving me,
leting me cry.
When thinking about what the author giving me,
it makes me sad without reason.
When the novel was rearranged on the screen,
the plot also be changed.
When it was showed on the screen,
it is quite nautral that a lot of people can not accept it.
But,
we need to show respect,
because it was made with hardworking.
These days,I saw a TV drama program which moves me when it was a novel.
No matter the plot,the actor and actress,the feeling was changed,
It gave me some feeling that can not say clearly.

When watching TV,
I always recall the sad when I read it as a novel.
The actress played very well,
a poor girl and she tries her best to survive.
I also move by the TV.

There are some words that warm my heart

Remember what should be remembered, and forget what should be forgotten. Alter what is changeable, and accept what is mutable.

“You couldn’t see my tears cause I am in the water.” Fish said to water.
“But I could feel your tears cause you are in my heart.” Answered water.

Your life only lasts for a few decades, so be sure that you don't leave any regrets. Laugh or cry as you like, and it‘s meaningless to oppress yourself.

There is someone that is coming or passing away in your life around the clock, so you may lose sight of those seen, and forget those remembered. There is gain and loss in your life, so you may catch sight of those unseen, and remember those forgotten. Nevertheless, doesn’t the unseen exist for sure? Will the remembered remain forever?

Penitence is something that enervates our spirit, causing a greater loss than the loss itself and making a bigger mistake than the mistake itself. So never regret.

Where there is great love, there are always miracles.

Love is like a butterfly. It goes where it pleases and it pleases where it goes.

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.

Within you I lose myself, without you I find myself wanting to be lost again.

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet.

Look into my eyes - you will see what you mean to me.

Distance makes the hearts grow fonder.

I need him like I need the air to breathe.

If equal affection cannot be, let the more loving be me.

Love is a vine that grows into our hearts.

If I know what love is, it is because of you.

Love is the greatest refreshment in life.

Love never dies.

The darkness is no darkness with thee.

We cease loving ourselves if no one loves us.

There is no remedy for love but to love more.

When love is not madness, it is not love.

A heart that loves is always young.

Love is blind.

Love is like the moon, when it does not increase, it decreases.

The soul cannot live without love.

Brief is life, but love is long.

Who travels for love finds a thousand miles not longer than one.

The final exam

Tomorrow,we will have our final exam.What i want to say,in a few days before,I looking forward to the final exam.But now the final exam is coming,no happiness and no fear.If i pass the exam,I can go to the majoy and I will be a university student.If i can't pass,I will go back to china and maybe I need to do the Pie program the second time.Because I don't have the road to go anymore.In China,what can i do?

Maybe something wrong in my life,Maybe I shouldn't change myself.
Maybe i really need to have a rest,it is tired.
I met my friend,She finished her extrance examiation in China.It was the second time.I knowed it is difficult for her and I don't have courage to study a second time.She asked me how am I and asked me why i didn't contact her.She was my best friend and sister.I can tell everything i want to her.She told me she would waiting for me to go back to China.

I miss her,miss my family..

What a busy day it is.

A full saturday it was.On the morning we had Physic class and then I went to Kuantan.
Because we didn't have enough time so we bought the movie tickets and went to have lunch.When we backed from lunch,we went to supermaket first and bought some food.After this,we went to see a movie.This movie named The karate kid.A kid moved to china and learn chinese Kongfu.The movie was in China and I very missed my home.I missed my mother and my father,but I can't tell to my boyfriend.Because he shouln't go back to China.He waited for me.
Bought a lot of food and went to cook dumplings with a sister.We can't cook in our hostel but the sister is master,so we can cook with her.The first time I cook dumpling by myself and in this foreigh country.This dinner reminds me of my home.I cooked dumpling with my family..
A little want to cry.

2010-06-11

The last week already gone away,it only some replaced classes in the Saturday and Monday.My six monthes class ends.The next week we will have our final exam.Lily gave me the timeable just now.I think I don't afraid of the exam but I also take care of it.

Slept all the afternoon,a little thirsty when I woke up.It is a good habit to have afternoon sleep,isn't it.Before I going to sleep,he helped me with my computer.When I woke up,there only was a message on my computer that he was good arranging my computer and asked me give him a call when I get up.I gave him a call,he was sleeping too and said that I let him a very bad habit.He asked me to call him up when I miss him.I was a little angry with him,what do him means?

My roommates are now sleeping now.The hostel is very quite and I am listening to the music.A friend of me are chatting with me.He afraids of his LEVEL4 english exam. I hope we all can pass the final exam.I don't know if I don't pass it,what I should do.I don't have anyway to go.I must pass it.

The peaceful of being a child

May be we are not young anymore,
so in this festival which is belong to children,
joking becomes another happiness.
We are deeply touching the times flying
and recalling the wonderful time when we were young.

We should say that it is great to be a child.

However,people always regret something
that can't be found or have already lost.

While,the time never stop his feet.
You follows his feet,it can not be avoid being hurt.
But it does not matter,
The important thing is that you understand do not always follow him.

Already been an adult,we begin to know treasure.
This festival do not belong to us.
But we also do not want to admit we are older.

Black chocolate,red grape,blue plum,candy and a little gift.
This is for "him"

And this becomes our friends' gift.
Enjoyable.
I like that feeling we laugh together and eat together.
I don't have reason to feel sad.

Suddenly understand something,
We are together in this foreign country,
We are not children anymore.
But in the heart,we still a child,
and we need to take care of others.

Dear friends,
Let us go together and never give up.

Treasure what we have now.


This story created for Children's day.The first Children's day in a foreign country.

One person,one place and travel alone.

One person,

accompany with camera,

go to one place,

In there,nobody know me.

Go through this corridor,

I take picture to record this beautiful scenery.

the river,the flower and grass,the boat,the wind and the people.

I look their every action,

and then leave.

The night is coming,

The boat goes with people,

enjoying beautiful of this small city.

Stand on the bridge.

It's a little not clear in the picture.

The light becomes to dazzling.

Tears dropped in the river,

Mixed with the cold water.

One person,

One place,

Go traveling alone,

I want to go through every corner,

I want to go out of all sorrow,

I want to leave in order to no troublesome,

I want to go somewhere nobody knows me.

Provisional,

forget unhappiness,

Let myself a new beginning.

You are my sky

Afternoon,
Nan told me something on the internet.
She will go back to home and she misses me.
She was the initial memory in that city.
The three years we lived together.
Accompanied with each other.
I can't say nothing.
Because I can't go home,go back that city which have her.
I just feel very sad.

You told me,"In the past,when you are alone,I feel I am your sky,give you happiness.Eat with you and take care of you.I feel I am a parent.But now,I don't know what happened to me."
Looking your name on the Internet,just a image of crying.
I can't say nothing.
I just hope you.
Hope you can be happy.
You replied to me,hope we can be happy.

Afternoon,think a lot.
Many words least in here.
Dear,already one year
Our dormitory only you go to univisity.
Bai and Yuan today are going to take extrance exam.
They will pass,don't worry.
I am ok in here.There was someone to be "welkin's sky"
But you,for dear you,I very worry about you.

You always hold your feeling in your heart and never tell to anyone.
You always don't take care of yourself and eat a lot of medicine.
You always study very hard ingnore your health.
You always take more care of others than yourself.

I am very happy what you write in your blog.
You will go back home and be yourself.

Dear,this time you go back home may be can't see me.
Some years later, you will have your own family.
This may be not what you want to.
But I still hope you can have a peaceful life.
It is happiness.
Although we will be a long time sepration.
But I know it that city have you.
You are still there.

May be someday you also be leaving.
We are not good coming up with others.
But i will never forget.
Dear,you are my sky.
You give me the warm.

Already one year

It's already one year after I entered University Extrance exam.Tomorrow,it will be the 2010 University Extrance exam in China.Some my classmates who re-reading the high school will take part in this exam again.I hope they can achieve their dream.

I remebered it clearly,the last few days before we entered University Extrance exam.The school held a meeting for our all examinees,they told us that it was the time we comfirmed ourself and achieved our goals.And we sent a gift to our monther high school.It's the time we would fly,we had our own way.

The school gave us the last meal,free meal.We went to the canteen and booked what we wanted to eat.The first time the whole class had lunch together.We laughed and recalled our life in this high school.We were all the first time to be a boarder,this three years,we had class together,we ate together and we sleeped together.There were so many moving things.

At afternoon,we decided to go to park and the teacher would go with us.It's a tradition in our school and everyone need to go boating.We hold the boat together and to hit the teacher's boat.We took a lot of pictures.We all knowed it maybe today was the last time everyone together.It was the last time..

Best wishes!!

Be a little breave

Does the simple chord can't sing wonderful song?
Do my not very good voice can't touch you?
Does other's love that I can't praise?
Is it before I praise others,there are also someone hung with me?

Does exceed milk can't drink?
Does exceed love still leave in your heart?
Does the gentle battlefield can also make me surrender?
Is the question that choose one from two answers can make peolpe twitter than the question that choose more answers?

Don't have answer,it doesn't matter.
Don't have stars,the world also moving.
The distance makes love to be a very long run.
When we are runing,Can we don't think the furture?
Can't we?

Beautiful but mysterious sky

Who can tell me what the love it is and why people will fall in love with someone.I used to a person who don't believe in love,but now there are something changed in my mind.May be it has ture love in this world.

How far is the distance of one light year?It is a novel I used to read when I was young.The girl left from the boy but they still can feel each other.Today,when I go walking with my boyfriend,I saw a lot of stars in the sky with the cloud flowing around them.The whole sky was bright due to the bright moon.At that time,I was considering how far is the one light year and how far between my boyfriend and me.With him,my life changed a lot.Used to I was a girl who was shy and always live in her own world,but now I become more delighted to the people.Although some his friend don't like me,I still the girl and I like this state of cheerful.

Begining to lighting,it likes the fireworks.The fireworks is beautiful and short-life.It likes the love.More love is beautiful at the begining but it is short.How about my love?Does it can last a very long time?If someone love you,why he always angry with you?Is it he love you?

The beautiful sky but full of mystery.

Some question for Speaking

1.How has the home computer changed in the last ten years?
The change I think was on the outward appearance,funtion and system in the last ten years. Although the laptop is becoming more and more popular,people still perfer desktop computer at home.Just the appearance becomes more beautiful,the screen becomes thiner and people will choose computer which has more function in it.For computer system,it beomes more advanced.

2.What differences are there between watching a movie at the cinema and watching it at home?
Watching a movie at the cinema has more surrounding feeling than watching it at home.You can enjoy the powerful sound equipment that at home don't have.While,watching movie at home is convience than at the cinema,you can follow your own time,when you want to watch it,you can watch it.If you watch movie an the cinema,you need to book a ticket and watch it at a fixed time.

3.Compare receiving an email to receiving a text message.
Both email and text message,you need to know the address.For email,it is email address and it is number for a text message.Secondly,sending email is on the computer,while sending text message is on a phone.Third,the imformation in email also longer than it in text message.Finally,you not only write imformationg,but also send some photo or some documents in email.

4.How might education change in the next 20 years due to the influence of techology?
In the next 20 years,the education will become more convenient and advanced as well as all the people will have an educated due to the influence of technology.With the development of tecnology,more student can learn online and by using more techology things.The student can learn whatever and wherever they want and they can get all advanvced imformation.At that time,everyone will have chance to study.

5.What similarities and differences are there between reading from a computer screen and reading from a piece of papper?
The main similarity i think is that reading from a computer screen and reading from a piece of papper is also reading something.The difference is that,reading from a computer screen you can't move and you can't write your feeling on it.while reading from a piece of papper,you can let the papper everywhere and when you have some feeling,you can also write it on the papper.I perfer reading from a piece of papper.

6.How will technology affect the sale of book,newspapers and magazines?
First of all,may be the sale of book, newspapers and magazines will become less than before.People can read on the computer or print the book.Second,the sale of book,newspapers and magazines may not need so much shop assistant,we just need technology can help us sale them.The life will be more convenient.

Where the way i can go?

The time runs fast,only two weeks left for me to study.I don't know why i am so tired and so sleepy these days.Although some class in the morning were canceled,i don't need to get up early.I don't need to worry about anything.

Why something will be end,I always feel uneasy.What i am worrying about?The last year,at this time,i was preparing for my college entrance exam,the five days late,i would attend this exam.I was a boarding school student,everyday's evening class,eveyone did their own things.I also did it but i afraid,i afraid i would fall the exam.But now,why i worry about?I think I do well during this time.Yes,I do well.

A trip on BBC website

What an useful website for English study it is.

Today,I spent almost one hour on visiting BBC website.It was a good website.You not only can find news in this website,but also find sports,weather,TV,radio and so on.You can also find entertainment,art and culture,science and nature,gardening,food which you are interested in.One thing I want to stress is that,this website create a area for Learning English.

I did some online quizzes first and then went to watch video.A very long time i haven't watched Chinese news when i came to Malaysia.I really want to know what happened to my country in these few days.I remembered that when i was in China,I watched news every day.

The video was about a new town which China's Inner Mongolia decided to build --ghost town.That I don't know before.The multi-million dollar project started, but the county of Qingshuihe ran out of money before it was finished. The new town now stands deserted.What a pity.

I like this website very much.

About some feeling

I always imagined for something, but something in the detached, in my dreams is only to avoid the reality of the hypocrisy of it..

Everything changed

Seeing his leaving,he only left some words in the Internet that he needs to go to do some work and it related to me.He said sorry to me and then disappeared in the internet.
I don't know what happened to him.Everyword he said to me were changed.In the past,he would agrued with me and said his own ideas ,but today,he didn't do that,always said sorry to me and cheered me up.I can't make joke to him as usual,i can't and i afraid it.
On friday he will go to camping.The first term of camping is finished.I saw they were all tired.I know he will be very hard at that time.I want to do something for him but i don't know what i can do for him.Everyday i need to go to class and don't have time to do this.
These day he is free in the hostel,he still take care of me,making food for me and helping me do my homework.Although we quarrel sometime,he made concessions for the sake of peace.Although i have many shortcoming,he still love me.
I don't want everything changed.
I want to go back to the formal,he love me and i love him.

If someday...

The life always full of trouble,
The god likes to play a trick on the people.
If meet is only a beautiful part,the acquaintance is only a recall in this part.
Please believe it,
We love each other.

If someday,we don't have words to say,
Is it meaning there is something wrong in our love?

If someday,you don't call me Yingying tenderly,
Is you couldn't my Longlong who loves yingying?

If someday,you don't put me in your heart and don't take care of my feeling.
Is our love already don't exist?

If someday,you see that I hard to keep back the tears,
Please,please know me,I love you so much.

If someday,my words hurt you,
Please don't grieved,is it not my feeling.
I just feel wronged and act rashly.

Run Away

The time runs away quickly.We have already finished three of our level two test.In the morning,we had one math class and then went to test.The writing test,the question we have practise on the class before.The reading test a little difficult and the listening test,section two is difficult.Finishing today's test already 1:30.W
We back to hostel and had a rest.

At 4 O'clock,we went to meet our tape friend.My tape friend i think is very good,I was very happy to chat with him.

Having a chat with my roommates.

Very tired during this time.
It happened many things in my life.
I really need a space only myself.
I want to run away.
I don't want to express anything..
Many things is not my faults.
I told many time,Please trust me.Please don't think so much.
Run away,where i can go?
what i should do??

Everyday,you need to get up early and sleep late.Do you feel tired?
If you only depend on this to judge a person's furture study,is it properly?
I need some sleep.

Earthquake

　Now the most important and sad thing during the whole county is the earthquake happening in qinghai province yushu city.

It is not long away from the Wenchuan earthquark , Haiti earthquark and all the scenes made us feel close but sorry.

Some people is saved but some died for ever, some lose family and some lose health.The natural disaster is cruel but actual which made us scared but contemplative

We human being always think us the dominator of the nature, try to amend the rule of nature ,destory the root of life and finally we have to repay for what we have done, such as global warming , worse weather, extinct species and energy sources.

Maybe we should learn lessons from the alarms such as frequent Earthequake,abnormal weather,worse habitation.Hope we can live to 2012.

Tape friend

I remebered that we recorded ourself as our listening homework.The record was an introduction.But i never imaged that some Malaysia students listened our tape and choosed one to be their tape friends.
My tape friend is a boy,his name is difficult for me to pronounce and he is from KL.His hobby is listenig to music,surfing the internet and watching movies.He likes chinese movie very much.
I gave him a reply.I wanted to told him more information but when i sitted behind the camera,i was very nervous,many words in my mind was not motioned.I hoped he can understand what i told.
He is Civil student,maybe my boyfriend knows him.I am very glad have a tape friend.

Quake reminder

(China Daily)
Updated: 2010-04-19 08:04


Editor's note: The Yushu earthquake should refocus attention on the imbalances in the country's development. China must help such kind of underdeveloped regions catch up with modern development.

As one of the major causes behind the high death toll in the April 14 Yushu earthquake, adobe houses point to the underdevelopment in the remote county in western China.

Most of the houses in the area are traditionally constructed with adobe and crumbled into pieces as soon as the quake struck. People in these damaged structures choked to death under the debris. That is mainly why the death toll from the tremor has exceeded 1,700. The number of those injured in the disaster hit more than 12,100 in Yushu, which has a population of 100,000.

With a lack of industry, the poorly developed agricultural sector in the quake zone could have hardly provided locals with sufficient income for them to construct brick, let alone quake-resistant concrete, homes. Yushu is just one of many such places that have yet to see a substantial rise in people's living standards, because of an underdeveloped economy.

The latest earthquake should refocus attention on the imbalances in the country's development. The gap between the developed coastal areas and the central and western regions is huge. That is why the central government has launched the campaign to accelerate economic development in these inland regions. That is also why China is still a developing country.

Late leader Deng Xiaoping, who was also the architect of the country's reform and opening up, proposed common prosperity as the aim of our development.

There is still a long way to go before we realize this goal.

Provinces, regions and people from all walks of life are being mobilized to help Yushu's quake victims through these trying times and aid them in reconstruction.

This should also be a reminder that the world's largest developing nation still needs to fight the uphill battle of helping the vast, underdeveloped regions catch up with modern development.

(China Daily 04/19/2010 page8)

To show people of all nationalities in Qinghai Yushu deep condolences to quake victims, the State Council decided April 21, 2010 at the national mourning, the national and foreign embassies and consulates to half-mast mourning, to stop public entertainment.

illness?

Not feeling well,my head was painful all the afternoon.I felt very cold in the classroom and hostel.I closed the air-conditional and then i felt hot.My body was burning.I felt sick and I really miss my mother.I didn't know what happened to me.I want to cry and I want to resentment.
Played game with my boyfriend.The game that i was not good at.I lost again and again.I was a little hopeless.Maybe i should escape.I couldn't control myself.I left some words and then played by myself.
I knew he would hurt and angry with me.But i didn't know what i could do.My head, my body,and my mind were all not listen to me.I wanted a walk to cool myself.Outside was thunder and Iightning,but it didn't rain.Why didn't rain?
Came back from hostel,i met a sister.She and another sister came my room and chatted with us.The sister said she saw me and my boyfriend were sweet.I thought so too.I felt better now,i think.
Eating medicine,i will go to sleep now,
Never mind,it will be ok tomorrow.
Nothing can fight you, you are the best.

Have a rest

Slept until 11 o'clock,I didn't know why I was so tired like this,I still wanted to sleep and have a rest.Hungry,the feeling when i got up and my stomach was painful.Like a mouse,i fought anything could eat.My roommates were all wake up,i was the last one leaving bed.Opened my computer and went to wash.Hehe,I always a lazy girl.For better study considation,I decided to go to library after finishing eating with my boyfriend.As well known,that's study week,so many students got together here crowdly.My boyfriend was preparing for his final exam, meanwhile,I did my homework and companied and couraged him.Personally,I always think that we are the most proper couple which can study together and help each other and so on.ov

Study hard

The whole university only leaves our Pie Students have class.On the way to the classroom,the street are quiet,but the sun is still on the sky.The weather become more and more hot.Other students' are in the study week,they need to prepare for their final exam.We need to prepare too,because the Level two test is around the corner.
Yesterday,We had a meeting with Madam Zailin.She told us something about our english study , level two test and Level three study.Listening to her words,i realised i must study hard.I seems have a long time that i don't study hard.Everyday,when i came to the classroom which has computer.I always opened the computer and chatted in Chinese Facebook.I had a lot of time that i didn't have mind to listen to the teacher talking.I need to study hard now.The time lasted was not enough.
Today went to Kuantan again.As usual,did the same things.We watched a movie named KAIJI,a Japanese movie.A very cool things that there only four person saw this movie.Went to eat "Chinese food",it made me miss my hometown.
Came back to the school,ate noodle which cooked by my boyfriend.It was delicious and i ate a lot.My life is great,i think.

Journal Writing

I lost my cellphone in my hostel.It happened in the Friday morning,i went to class but forgot to take my cellphone,i left it on my bed.After class,when i came back to my hostel,i not only didn't find my phone, but also didn't find the air-conditioner's remote controller.I was sure that the person who repaired the air-conditioner took my phone.After came back from Internationl Office,Hostel Office and Security Office,the university helped me let my cellphone back.Thanks to all the people who helped me.

Writing a report.The staff asked me some information.

In order to tell informationg clearly,some people who is local helped me.

My favorite English song

The song that brings back memories for me is which i heard in my friend's blog.When i first listened to this song,i fall in love with it..The quite music,clean voice sung by Lene Marlin.
It is a MEANINGFUL song.The song is about a couple,the man was died but the woman still believe the man was still beside her.She belived his husband was in the heaven.So,she thought heaven was nearby,the love was nearby.
I love this song very much.It is because Lene Marlin a sweet and wonderful voice.Besides that this song cheers me up.It reminds me of a friend who has passed away from leukimia who happened was my best friend in school.every single word from this song reminds me of him who shared a lot of wonderful memories together during our youth through good times and bad times
When i was feeling a little bule,or a litte confused, or just downright sad,i always think of him,and this song could lift me up.
I entered the room
Sat by your bed all through the night
I watched your daily fight
I hardly knew
The pain was almost more than I could bear
And still I hear
Your last words to me

Heaven is a place nearby
So I wont be so far away
And if you try and look for me
Maybe you will find me someday
Heaven is a place nearby
So there is no need to say goodbye
I wanna ask you not to cry
I will always be by your side

You just faded away
You spread your wings you had flown
Away to something unknown
Wish I could bring you back
You are always on my mind
About to tear myself apart.
You have your special place in my heart

Always heaven is a place nearby
So I wont be so far away
And if you try and look for me
Maybe you will find me someday
Heaven is a place nearby
So there is no need to say goodbye
I wanna ask you not to cry
I’ll always be by your side

And even when I go to sleep
I still can hear your voice
And those words
I never will forget

Heaven is a place nearby
So I wont be so far away
And if you try and look for me
Maybe you will find me someday
Heaven is a place nearby
So there is no need to say goodbye
I wanna ask you not to cry
I will always be by your side

Dear Diary

Dear Diary,
It was 14th April.Something happened in today.Yesterday,because of music,my boyfriend and me angried with each other.Today,when i signed in my Chinese Facebook,I saw some messages that he gave to me.He told me why he was angry and said sorry to me.When i listened his words,i was a little moving.Athough what he said that i didn't agree with him,he still worried about me and toleranted what i did for him.In the classroom,i can't type chinese,so i decided to reply him when i went back to hostel.
One hour break in the noon.I had my lunch and then went to bed to have a rest.It was time to get up and went to our class.I recieved his message in my cellphone.He said he hoped me can happy everyday.I didn't know what he meaned,but i knowed he was angry and i must did something wrong.When i went to classroom,i first signed in my Chinese Facebook and asked him what happened.He said something about equal and in order to don't hold up my class.He didn't want to tell me the reason in my class time.I was a little angry that i didn't have mind to listen class.The teacher came and sit next to me.I closed my computer and listen to his class carefully.The class was moving on.I couldn't opened my computer so i couldn't reply what my boyfriend said to me.I recieved a message in cellphong,it said"Why you have heart of steel."
I almost to cry,what's he means,why he said that to me? what did i do wrong?
The teacher left on my side and i opened my computer,it was many massage on my Chinese Facebook.Everywords like a pin pricked my heart.I didn't have strength to argue with him,I only did what i said to me.
The class was over at 5 o'clock.I waited for him at the bottom of his hostel.He gave something to me and we had a talk.Everything was on the light,it was all misunderstanding.
In the evening,we watched movie together,we still quarrel,but we all knowed that we love each other.Dear diary,he was my love,i didn't want to hurt him again,i still can't control my temper.I always agrue with him.I didn't want to do that,what i should do?Can you tell me?

The hot weather

The day is becoming more and more hot in the morning.Every day i like a fish which lived in a hot sea.The sun are shining.The ground is becoming burn.The air-conditioner was broken in Lab8.When the weather is hot,i am no feeling to study.

However,in china,many place also cold.It is already June,the spring is coming.But in some place in China,it is snowing.The temperature is lower than before.Why the weather is like this?

Hearing

The whole world became quite suddenly,
There was no wind outside the window,
The sound of the music became quite too in this empty space.
I holded my breath,the world all listened to my voice.
Nobody can understand this feeling,
It was like that i can't join any noisy.

The dark night,i searched in my memory.
A little warm or a little sad.
In a corner,i fought some happiness with a bit of bitterness
It was in there that waiting for me to feel it.

The night,dark.
In this city,the city was full of missing.
A smile was on the way in the distance.
so,i shouted loudly,"i miss you"

The vioce breaked of the black night and the star.
The stars were breaking into pieces.
I thought,it was stronger than me.
I thought,it was lonely than me.

Dear sky,did you hear my voice?
Can you help me to tell him that i miss him?
Can you hear my voice?

Weekend

Two days break,on saturday,i went to Kuantan.Applied a new phonenumber,and went to see a movie.Then bought a lot of things and went back.I cooked my favorite soup.It was very delicous,i missed my hometown,missed my mother's cooking.
On sunday,got up late and went to library to study.Playing computer games all afternoon.My favorite game was called"Lian lian kan".In the game.i had a lot of friends.
This was my weekend.
A new week is coming.

Handphone Accident

On today morning,i forgot to take my handphone to the class.When i came back to hostel,i didn't find my handphone.I was very sure i put my handphone in my bed.It was very hot in Malaysia,i wanted to open the airconditioner,but i couldn't find the
remote control,i found there were something new in our air-conditioner.I didn't know what happened on my handphone,i found everywhere in my hostel but it can't in there.My roommates called my handphone,it was no request.I was very anxious and called my boyfriend by using my roommate's phone.
My boy friend quickly downstair to his hostel and i told him what happened to my phone.He comforted me and make me calm. It was lunch time,we couldn't find hostel staff.So we went to International office first.The sister in the International office told us we should inform this to the hostel staff.We waited a long time until the hostel staff coming to his office.We told him the detail about my handphone,he told us,we should write a report in Secured Office.We found the Secured Office first and wrote a report.In order to express the whole things exactly ,my boyfriend asked some local people to help us,they translated for me and helped me.We went to the Hostel Office with the report again.The staff grasped the whole things and contacted the people who repaired our aircondithioner.They came to the UMP after a while.But they disavows that they stole my handphone.They put out their handphone,i saw one was mine.Because my phone was bought in China,there had many different between the phone sold in Malaysia.Although he changed the words from Chinese to English.Finally he confessed he stole my phone,promised to make good the loss and apologized.
I am very happy now and thank to all the people who helped me, especially my boyfriend.

Sapler Accident

After one day class,we went to International office to photocopy our handout.We wante to saple paper but the sapler didn't work.Lily wanted to repaied it.unfortunately,the sapler sapled the lily's finger.Everyone in international office was worried about Lily.One of sister in International office drove the car to let us to the clinic.We saw the docter give Lily the anaesthesia and put the sapler out of her finger.Lily didn't cry,she always a brave girl.I wished she can recovered better.

I want to be a river

I am a river from a very high mountain.Every day i can listen the beautiful song from the bird and i can sing with them.Every day sun give me his energy,i become warm and i get a golden dress.Sometime i meet heavy rain or heavy storm.They are full of power.Everyone in the nature afraid them,but i love them.They treat me as their child and make me more strong,so that i can go on my way to the ocean.Ocean is my final home,it is big and panoramic.If i arrive the ocean,i will have a new life in there.I know this way is very difficult,but i will never give up.

A girl's dream

Dreams keep running through my mind
Reflecting memories of long ago.

Made in a land of fairy tales,
A place my heart longs for so.

Cut off from the rest of the world
With streams, and meadows to roam,
Viewed from a little girl's eyes,
A place that would always be home
A place where berries grew wild
Where rabbits and squirrels were seen
Where a racoon could be a friend
And deer played down by the stream.

A world where imagination made all come true
And a little girl could be a queen
Where daydreams were spun like cobwebs
But a world where everything wasn't what it seemed.

For every little girl has to grow up
And daydreams shatter in your hand,
You find the home you thought was your own
Is nothing but a simple piece of land.

The flowers don't seem to bloom so bright,
And fairy tales no longer come true,
For it is seen now through grownup eyes,
No longer the world that you knew.

But still...Somewhere in the back of my mind
That place will always remain
From all those memories long ago
To beckon me back time and again.

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Tomb sweeping day

Qingming Day, the traditional tomb-sweeping day in China.And for the first time, a national holiday this year.
On april 4-6 each year from four years ago,we should sweep the grave of my grandpa.He was pass away when i was in Grade one , senior high school.Because i was live with my grandparent when i was a child,i had very deep feeling with them.I remebered it clearly,at that time,my grandpa let his life pinching and scraping,in order to buy my favorite food.He always prevent me.He loved me very much.And i also love him too.He told me how to be a good person.He always worry about me as he lay dying.
My grandpa was diagnosed with cancer when i was end of junior high school.One year,he tossed from Xi'an and Bao Ji.I was in boarding school,but i was luncky to see him the last time.It was a Saturday,i sent dinner to hospital,my grandpa ate it and chatted with me.On Sunday,Cancer carried my grandpa off.During that time,i cried everyday and sent my grandpa go away.
He was the first relative who leaves from me.I know without him,i should become strong.My life still on the way.
Today was Tomb sweeping day,i can't burn spirit-money to my grandpa.but Dear my grandpa,i will carry on.Don't worry about me and family.Every one is all right.I miss you very much.

And all the world in calm

ChanYeeching, a singer from southeast China's Taiwan province,is my favorite singer.Her english name is cheer.She is born in 6th, June,1975.She is 165cm in height and 48kg in weight.

When sold demo,she didn't stop the foot of her dream,And she always use her songs to express her special life.During the boundary of the music,people didn't recognise her style,so she can had her own style.The world gave her energy,she gave the world her beautiful vioce.

She is always a girl,because of her vioce,

How to arrange,arrange the fuss of the world.
And something on my mind.
Hiding in the busy night of December,i only want to myself to keep quiet.

Seeing the lock of your lips,
it says nothing.
Seeing the rove of your eyes,
it uncharitable runs away.
Seeing the memories of you and me.
You brush with me,
You became cold to me.
I don't have courage to say loudly.

I love her song,it is very clean and quiet,Sing with guitar,you can listen the voice of her world.When i was sad,when i was happy,i need to find a place that only have me.I can listen my voice from my heart.I think i shuld learn frome Cheer, never give up.

And all the world in calm

Saturday

We went to Kuantan as usual.Because many store was not open at that time,we went to bookstore.I fought many chinese book in Malaysia's bookstore.I remembered that i only take one chinese book when i came Malaysia.Then we have breakfast and lunch.We bought two new fruit,one was like garlic,another one was like olive,it was yellow.I can't adjust to that taste.Of course we went to see a movie---Clash of the titans,a great movie.Went to supermarket and came back.Our four roommates had dinner together.

Lonely----------My sadest thing happened this week

The most sad thing was not about me in this week.It was about my mother.My brother had already gone to Spain.And i am in Malaysia.In the past period),my brother and i accompanied with my mother because of my father was very busy.But now,my mother will be very lonely.When i think of these things,i feel really sad.I didn't know what i should do for my mother.I don't want her feel lonely.I will always stand by her.