Give myself a smile

I tell to myself,smiling.

I don't know what i should write.
Everyday,i only write some tiny things,i maybe only want to improve my english.
Only something that what happened ,or what i feel today.
Why i write this,maybe i want to record my life in Malaysia.
The life is always like the river.
Go through,go through,everyday it seems like the same day.

Youth,we not use full of it.
And when we recall our life,we only know how value the youth is.
Recall our past,it has so many things that make our move.

Someone told us,you are not a child,don't aways cry.
Yes,i am not child.
I am not the used child,a child who love cry.
But i think,i am only not a child.i always a girl.
If i want to cry,i can cry.
If i want to laugh,i can laugh.
Why everyone needs hold their true feelings?
I remembered who told me,growing requirds to pay a price.
The origin of us is losting.

Growing needs nothing.
Only needs to reback yourself.