For myself

Am I a person who has bad temper?
Am I a person who always make a great trouble about nothing?
Am I a person who is hasty?

A very long time,I was treated like a little child.No feeling,no ability to defend myself.I was taught a lession in public.I was asked to explain something.I was asked to give him some reason about what I did and what I said.

When he told that to me,I really felt very sad.But I can not cry,he was not worth me to cry anymore.During my lifetime,no one treated me like that.What did he think?Who is he?

Sometime I really want to leave.I want to have a lot of money then I can pay what he cost on me.And then we don't have any connection.Maybe in this way,he will not be unhappy,so am I.

Why a person who was unhappy but after this he also can laugh?He is ok,how about others?Who is selfish ?If he want me to leave this university.It's ok.Without him,I think I can live better.

Do not cry Baby,During this week,just be a new student and enjoy it.Don't think so much.

PIE

Yesterday,we finished the Math and Physic exam,it is means that our Intensive English program have already finished.My holiday is coming.

The time to learn English is memrable.At the Junary 5th,our Chinese students flew to Malaysia.It was the first time I leaved my home and go aborad.Although it was very late,when we arrived in UMP.There already many seniors waiting for us.We had our healthy check and then went to our hostel.The hostel was big and had aircondition.Everything was OK.

The first week,the school let us go here and there,the school gave us the free lunch and the school bus let us to go to guantan to buy what we need.And then,we joined our English class,We needed to know,after six months,we had exam,If we passed it,we can continue to study in UMP.So i studied very hard.The time was fast,we passed our LEVEL1,LEVEL2 and LEVEL3.Now,our the class was end.

There was so many teachers taught us.They were very kind and usually help us what we need.They were like a mother to take care of all of us.We were PIE student,it's the teacher make the pie,let us can continue study in UMP.

The result I don't know,I hoped all of my classmates can pass.Maybe after this, our Chinses stuents will estrange.But we all known,we can't live without each other.

Dear,my teacher,you are hardwork to do a lot for us.
Dear,my classmates,our road is under our feet,Let us to go as fas as we could.

The chapter which moved me.

There are so many stories moving me,
leting me cry.
When thinking about what the author giving me,
it makes me sad without reason.
When the novel was rearranged on the screen,
the plot also be changed.
When it was showed on the screen,
it is quite nautral that a lot of people can not accept it.
But,
we need to show respect,
because it was made with hardworking.
These days,I saw a TV drama program which moves me when it was a novel.
No matter the plot,the actor and actress,the feeling was changed,
It gave me some feeling that can not say clearly.

When watching TV,
I always recall the sad when I read it as a novel.
The actress played very well,
a poor girl and she tries her best to survive.
I also move by the TV.

There are some words that warm my heart

Remember what should be remembered, and forget what should be forgotten. Alter what is changeable, and accept what is mutable.

“You couldn’t see my tears cause I am in the water.” Fish said to water.
“But I could feel your tears cause you are in my heart.” Answered water.

Your life only lasts for a few decades, so be sure that you don't leave any regrets. Laugh or cry as you like, and it‘s meaningless to oppress yourself.

There is someone that is coming or passing away in your life around the clock, so you may lose sight of those seen, and forget those remembered. There is gain and loss in your life, so you may catch sight of those unseen, and remember those forgotten. Nevertheless, doesn’t the unseen exist for sure? Will the remembered remain forever?

Penitence is something that enervates our spirit, causing a greater loss than the loss itself and making a bigger mistake than the mistake itself. So never regret.

Where there is great love, there are always miracles.

Love is like a butterfly. It goes where it pleases and it pleases where it goes.

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.

Within you I lose myself, without you I find myself wanting to be lost again.

At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet.

Look into my eyes - you will see what you mean to me.

Distance makes the hearts grow fonder.

I need him like I need the air to breathe.

If equal affection cannot be, let the more loving be me.

Love is a vine that grows into our hearts.

If I know what love is, it is because of you.

Love is the greatest refreshment in life.

Love never dies.

The darkness is no darkness with thee.

We cease loving ourselves if no one loves us.

There is no remedy for love but to love more.

When love is not madness, it is not love.

A heart that loves is always young.

Love is blind.

Love is like the moon, when it does not increase, it decreases.

The soul cannot live without love.

Brief is life, but love is long.

Who travels for love finds a thousand miles not longer than one.

The final exam

Tomorrow,we will have our final exam.What i want to say,in a few days before,I looking forward to the final exam.But now the final exam is coming,no happiness and no fear.If i pass the exam,I can go to the majoy and I will be a university student.If i can't pass,I will go back to china and maybe I need to do the Pie program the second time.Because I don't have the road to go anymore.In China,what can i do?

Maybe something wrong in my life,Maybe I shouldn't change myself.
Maybe i really need to have a rest,it is tired.
I met my friend,She finished her extrance examiation in China.It was the second time.I knowed it is difficult for her and I don't have courage to study a second time.She asked me how am I and asked me why i didn't contact her.She was my best friend and sister.I can tell everything i want to her.She told me she would waiting for me to go back to China.

I miss her,miss my family..

What a busy day it is.

A full saturday it was.On the morning we had Physic class and then I went to Kuantan.
Because we didn't have enough time so we bought the movie tickets and went to have lunch.When we backed from lunch,we went to supermaket first and bought some food.After this,we went to see a movie.This movie named The karate kid.A kid moved to china and learn chinese Kongfu.The movie was in China and I very missed my home.I missed my mother and my father,but I can't tell to my boyfriend.Because he shouln't go back to China.He waited for me.
Bought a lot of food and went to cook dumplings with a sister.We can't cook in our hostel but the sister is master,so we can cook with her.The first time I cook dumpling by myself and in this foreigh country.This dinner reminds me of my home.I cooked dumpling with my family..
A little want to cry.

2010-06-11

The last week already gone away,it only some replaced classes in the Saturday and Monday.My six monthes class ends.The next week we will have our final exam.Lily gave me the timeable just now.I think I don't afraid of the exam but I also take care of it.

Slept all the afternoon,a little thirsty when I woke up.It is a good habit to have afternoon sleep,isn't it.Before I going to sleep,he helped me with my computer.When I woke up,there only was a message on my computer that he was good arranging my computer and asked me give him a call when I get up.I gave him a call,he was sleeping too and said that I let him a very bad habit.He asked me to call him up when I miss him.I was a little angry with him,what do him means?

My roommates are now sleeping now.The hostel is very quite and I am listening to the music.A friend of me are chatting with me.He afraids of his LEVEL4 english exam. I hope we all can pass the final exam.I don't know if I don't pass it,what I should do.I don't have anyway to go.I must pass it.